if you`re a ddream ;; i`ll sleepp fforever

It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall

adapted from song "when you say nothing at all"

Saturday, June 24, 2006

ok.. after so damn long, i have decided to blog again...

the 1st thing that i wanna do is to say out the things from my heart which i never say out to anybody...

i feel that my life is getting moodless, lifeless... no motivation in doing alot of things.. tkd, studies, frens... something must be wrong wif me.. maybe under depression illness...

haiz.... how i wish to have 1 more week holiday. to jus hibernate and sleep like nobody business.,.. must recover all my sleeping hours that i have sacrificed since poly life.... never have i slept earlier than 10pm for almost 4 years,...

i'm tired. really tired... i really don wanna care bout anything anymore for this period. pls give me a break.. please...

i wanna go shopping, rollerblade, swimming, ice-skating, library, beach, cycling, eat delicious food, play mahjong, games, arcade, pool..... and SLEEP!!!! see fishes, animals..... i wanna go to BINTAN!!!! back to the place without any worries or stress... where their scenery will make me forget all the unhappiness...

wanting this period of depression to pass asap.. have to buck up.. where do i find the strength???

PERSEVERANCE!!!!

Saturday, June 24, 2006

`` ddreamiing

Name : PeiJing
EggCrack : 3rd September 1987
Schools : Xinmin Primary, Serangoon garden, NaNyanG PolYtechnic
Nicks : Jing Jing, Ah Girl, Jing

***LikeS***
(^-^) RollerBlAdiNg (^_^)
(^_^) ReaDiNg (^_^)
(^_^) TaekWondo (^_^)
(^_^) PlaYing wiF PuzzLes (^_^)
(^_^) ArcaDe (^_^)
(^_^) PooL (^_^)
(^_^) DoiNg CrAzy thiNgs (^_^)
(^_^) StRawbeRRies (^_^)
(^_^) CheRRies (^_^)
(^_^) MiNNie!!! (^_^)
(^_^) WatChing VCDs & MoVies (^_^)
(^_^) PrAwns (^_^)
(^_^) JasMine Green Tea (^_^)
(^_^) Ice-CreAms (^_^)
(^_^) HaNs SmootHies (^_^)
(^_^) BeaCh (^_^)

***DisLiKes***
-+-+ HyPoCrites -+-+
-+-+ LiArs -+-+
-+-+ caSsanova -+-+
-+-+ GuyS who break Gers' Heart -+-+
-+-+ CelEry -+-+
-+-+ Duck Meat -+-+
-+-+ PorK InteStines, Heart, Liver... -+-+
-+-+ BacKStabbers -+-+
-+-+ ApPLe -+-+
-+-+ ToBacco SmEll -+-+

***WiShLists***
+++ dear dear zl to be healthy everyday +++
+++ camera +++
+++ GraDuate from Poly +++
+++ cLoser BonD to ClassMates & tkd +++
+++ MoRe FrieNdly +++

D-R-E-A-M-I-N-G
i am dreaming of u
where are you?
i can't find you
you and me we're meant to be
I jus wanna be wif you
u seem so far away
i can't reach you
love is a pain
love is a strain

This is only a dream