HaPPiness + SadNEss + MAdNess =
JiNg JiNg

having my flash lesson now.. today is the last lesson.. wat the hell.. haha. its only the second lesson and its the last.. its my first lesson today as last week work in cheers too busy already then forget to go.. sian... don even know anything. sian.....

hai.. decide to update my blog since i have some time... so many things happen to me nowadays.. sadness to me is nothing................... i can overcome it... . haiz... guess everybody has to fight and quarrel with their parents till very "jialat" nowdays.... haiz.. happy everyday is the most important to me now... don wanna talk much to my frens nowadays already.. dunno why.. suddenly feel so so tired... so tired.. jus wanna take a long rest and never wake up....n how i wish i was not living in this world which is full of depression, sadness, happiness and madness...

how i hope to go somewhere whereby there's no worries and be happy everyday.... i know that i have let my parents down... so so so sorry... but i just have to be rebellious to my dad... haiz........ i dunno y.. maybe i have become mad?? yeah.. mad better.. i will then have no idea what i am doing now........

haiz... suddenly miss all my close frens and best frens... i love you guys so so much.... you all are the most important people in my life especially my dearie sila.... everyone should treasure their close and best frens especially since nowadays, frens seem to be disappearing in my life nowadays.... luckily still got my dearest sila with me.. no matter where i am or what i'm doing, she will always be there for me... nobody can take her away from me.. she's mine forever.... i love you so so so much... nobody can outwin her.. nobody...

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y is everything happen me now? perhaps the earlier it happens, the earlier it ends.... it just has to happen one day... no reason to stop it.... haiz.... feels so so tired now.. i jus need a shoulder to lean on and a nice hug.. everything will go away soon....

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

`` ddreamiing

Name : PeiJing
EggCrack : 3rd September 1987
Schools : Xinmin Primary, Serangoon garden, NaNyanG PolYtechnic
Nicks : Jing Jing, Ah Girl, Jing

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***DisLiKes***
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+++ dear dear zl to be healthy everyday +++
+++ camera +++
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+++ MoRe FrieNdly +++

D-R-E-A-M-I-N-G
i am dreaming of u
where are you?
i can't find you
you and me we're meant to be
I jus wanna be wif you
u seem so far away
i can't reach you
love is a pain
love is a strain

This is only a dream