It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
adapted from song "when you say nothing at all"
**Stupid Ride**
went to police academy wif my best fren- sila. ytd she says that her bf don allow her to go then today suddenly msg me says she's going there.. police academy is having their carnival today and tml whereby taufiq is coming on sunday. anyway, met sila ard 2 smt at police academy. saw her bf at the bus stop where i alighted. when i meet sila, her bf talk to her. haiz.. too bad i can't understand nepalese or i'll know wat they were talking bout.. they seems like quarreling and shouting to 1 another...
so idiotic sia.. sila so freak out + sad + moody. all because of her idiotic bf. sila, since u can leave without him, jus break wif him. i don like to see u suffering in hell anymore while he's like happy in heaven.. and i also don wan to see ur "shitty" face when u come and meet me.
went to sit for a stupid ride whereby the ride will go round and round.. i sat the ride for 4 times cau we have 4 coins each and there are no interesting rides besides this. anyway, its quite fun when i sat on it for the first time.but that idiotic ride kept swining round and round and every round it makes, my whole body will be slamming left and right to the sides.. argh.. so painful... so i decided to use my leg to block it from swinging left and right and injuring my back..
in the end, i got blue-blacks all over my body.. at my arms, legs, shoulder and back.... the blue-blacks were quite serious whereby there's a whole row of blue-blacks at my right leg.. haiz... guess i'm a person who's easily bruised.. anyway, i learn my lesson.. NEVer to sit at the stupiD ride anymore...
haiz.. sila's hp no battery already.. her bf kept calling my hp non-stop.. over 20 times to quarrel wif her.. so irritation and annoying.. can't even enjoy a peaceful and happy day wih my dearie.. hate to see her so frustrated and sad everytime. as for her bf, jus go f**k off. i shldn't be saying vulgar but i really cannot take it anymore. such a shitty bf!!! give me, i also don 1...
sila's bf force her to go back home early while he dunno go where flirt and play.. in the end, we went home ard 7 smt.. haiz.. so early.. its been a long time since i went home so early after i went out.. its ok.. i'll be a good ger today.... got project to do anyway..
ouch.. my whole body aches like hell.. stupid bloody ride.. haiz.. seeing sila's situation now makes me feels that i'm lucky that i'm single. sometimes, single is better... haiz.. let nature takes its course.....
P.S - sila, don make me worry for u ok... i really miss the cheerful, crazy and sporty days of u... remember how we use to fight and quarrel right in the middle of lesson in secondary sch and how we explore the private housing after sch?? haiz..
.......................miss you, love you alwayz sila.......................
Sunday, June 12, 2005
`` ddreamiing