STUPID OF ME>>............ hiah.. today have my accounts exam... i'm so stupid... i think i lost about 20 over marks already.. cannot get my "A" and distinction...... bloody shit... FU*K.......

hiah... maybe a lot of ppl think that "aiya, 20 marks only, won't die 1... at least can pass happy already"....... but to me, is like going to hell.. maybe i got too high expectations for myself already......... i study acc in sec sch and have been quite "good" in it...but today, the last question i jus flunk it... 35 MARKS i think jus gone like that.... hiah.. ppl with no accounting background can get the correct answer $40,000.......... but me????

i think for about half an hour still cannot figure out the answer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO STUPID OF ME>>.................. ARGH>..............................

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

SHIT MAN>> AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. so idiot.....
y i so stupid???? ACCounts seems to be my best subject.. but now i just flunk it?? Wat the HELL?????? AHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHH!!!!! Stresss myself too much already,......... ARGH>.. i just can't get over it... today after exams was like no mood to talk already.. "JI" and eugene try to talk me out and console me.. hiah.. but just don have the mood to talk already.. sorry guys and thanks for "consoling" me..........

i'm just so disappointed in myself.... always the one who knows how to do "all" acc questions now stuck on 1 exam question and i have accounting background..... ppl don have accounting background knows how to do it but y i dunno??? WTF??? maybe those ppl reading my blog may be thinking y did i make such a big fuss?? its not as if i will fail rite??? hiah.. but i got too high expectation for myself already.. but rite now, i hope i'll jus get an A or a B.... hiah... work hard next semester...

hiah.... after venting out my anger and frustrations here, i seem to relieve some of my stress and anger liao... its a good way better than keeping all my feelings in my heart... after my exams, i have to go to the beach to shout my anger out.. that's a good way to relieve and relax myself.... hahahaha... thursday last paper already... must STUDY HARD>.... DON'T Give UP!!!!!!!!!!.................

DON't give up because of 1 failure... JUSt learn from your mistakes and don't repeat again.... WORK hard and YOu will AchiEVe what YOu want!!!!! and Your HaRD WorK will PAY oUT>... BACK to study STATISTICAL METHODS... cya..

I MISS "YOU"!!!!!!!

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

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Name : PeiJing
EggCrack : 3rd September 1987
Schools : Xinmin Primary, Serangoon garden, NaNyanG PolYtechnic
Nicks : Jing Jing, Ah Girl, Jing

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