if you`re a ddream ;; i`ll sleepp fforever

It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall

adapted from song "when you say nothing at all"

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

ToDay, i thought liang will not Msg me at all.... looks like he did not disappoint me at all... nowadays i keep thinking that he don't care about me, i must msg him first b4 he will msg me... hiah.. i dunno y i will have these thinking... perhaps stress + PMS ba...

he's sick today... i went over to his house to see him after discussing project till 3 in sch.. he looks so sick..make me worry for him the whole day.... he looks like half dead but still can play MaPleStoRy.. very good... haha...as him to take a nap he says he cannot fall asleep.. haha... anyway, its very good and nice to meet him today even though i very tired... maybe i miss him too much already... dunno whether he feels this way anot.. sometimes i just cannot figure out what is he thinking in his mind... i'm a failure GirlFriend huh??? sometimes i also blame myself that i cannot understand him well enough and fail to be a good gf to him....

next 2 weeks will consider a test for us ba... with my exams coming next fri, have to concentrate on my studies thus will have less time to meet him... i know i will DEFINITELY miss him and wish that he could jus send me a good nite msg every nite to make me feel that i still exist in his heart and not make me feel like a stranger...

i must work hard for next week and think till 17 march only will i be able to meet him again. i wonder how am i going to suffer through these days.. perhaps can meet him for lunch sometimes??? i dunno... hiah... hope that in this period of time, it will make him miss me. our relationship can also be put into a test. whether or not we will be together after my exams, i will respect his or my decision... oh shit.. i'm talking rubbish.. what am i thinking??? hiahz.......

I MISS YOU very MUCH!!!

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

`` ddreamiing

Name : PeiJing
EggCrack : 3rd September 1987
Schools : Xinmin Primary, Serangoon garden, NaNyanG PolYtechnic
Nicks : Jing Jing, Ah Girl, Jing

***LikeS***
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(^_^) ReaDiNg (^_^)
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(^_^) PlaYing wiF PuzzLes (^_^)
(^_^) ArcaDe (^_^)
(^_^) PooL (^_^)
(^_^) DoiNg CrAzy thiNgs (^_^)
(^_^) StRawbeRRies (^_^)
(^_^) CheRRies (^_^)
(^_^) MiNNie!!! (^_^)
(^_^) WatChing VCDs & MoVies (^_^)
(^_^) PrAwns (^_^)
(^_^) JasMine Green Tea (^_^)
(^_^) Ice-CreAms (^_^)
(^_^) HaNs SmootHies (^_^)
(^_^) BeaCh (^_^)

***DisLiKes***
-+-+ HyPoCrites -+-+
-+-+ LiArs -+-+
-+-+ caSsanova -+-+
-+-+ GuyS who break Gers' Heart -+-+
-+-+ CelEry -+-+
-+-+ Duck Meat -+-+
-+-+ PorK InteStines, Heart, Liver... -+-+
-+-+ BacKStabbers -+-+
-+-+ ApPLe -+-+
-+-+ ToBacco SmEll -+-+

***WiShLists***
+++ dear dear zl to be healthy everyday +++
+++ camera +++
+++ GraDuate from Poly +++
+++ cLoser BonD to ClassMates & tkd +++
+++ MoRe FrieNdly +++

D-R-E-A-M-I-N-G
i am dreaming of u
where are you?
i can't find you
you and me we're meant to be
I jus wanna be wif you
u seem so far away
i can't reach you
love is a pain
love is a strain

This is only a dream