Finally, projects and presentations all finished this week. next week stilll got 1 project to go man.. haha... KEEP it UP>... Never say diE.............

today still need to come to school and do the stupid survey man.. so idiot....... after that discuss a while of EffEctive WriTing pRoject... actually, have to go ji's house wif evon they all.. but after that, boy boy call me and he went to meet me in school... i tot he's not going to go out wif me today as he's sick and somebody is going to go his house today to repair his com... so sorry that i have to 'pang seh' eugene they all.... only 1 time that we have met this week. so i have to go pei him or else next week no time already cau have to prepare for exams...so SORRY GUYS..

i was a bit surprised that he call me because this week he rarely contact me and msg me.. i think because he's busy studying his tests. but at least can send me a good nite msg rite? like that will make me feel my existence in his heart. maybe boys aren't sensitive at all...

he use to msg me almost everyday and care for me more than when i go stead with him now. perhaps when boys get things that they wanted, they will do this to gers.. hiah.. i'm not sure ba.. maybe i'm too sensitive and over reactive... time will tell the things man... now, i'm beginning to know him better and try to care for him more.......

hope that he will know the effort i have done... actually, this feelings have to be talk face to face with him in order to let him know what i feel.. but i just cannot say it out.. its because everytime when i meet him, i feel loved and being protected and cared... he makes me feel that i'm his treasured gf... haha

perhaps wooing period and going stead period is different.. jus like what eugene has advice me on, "time will tell....." anyway, there's TKD IVP tournament on Sunday whereby boy boy will spar with others... actually, i'm very afraid of watching him spar with others when he got hit or dangerously getting hit by others, my heart will leap... i'm very very very very worried for him.. just hope that he will be safe and not get serious injured... or else i will cry for him or leave the tournament area in order not to see him spar... especially when he's black belt and every opponent of his is quite strong...

MAY god Bless him from harm and WIn the IVp Tournament.. Jia You and i will support you whenever i am...... (though u cant see me when u are sparring...) dunno whether he will read this blog anot as i told him that i never write already. haha... it's because i got too much feelings in my heart and have to express it somwhere...

Saturday, February 26, 2005

`` ddreamiing

Name : PeiJing
EggCrack : 3rd September 1987
Schools : Xinmin Primary, Serangoon garden, NaNyanG PolYtechnic
Nicks : Jing Jing, Ah Girl, Jing

***LikeS***
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(^_^) ReaDiNg (^_^)
(^_^) TaekWondo (^_^)
(^_^) PlaYing wiF PuzzLes (^_^)
(^_^) ArcaDe (^_^)
(^_^) PooL (^_^)
(^_^) DoiNg CrAzy thiNgs (^_^)
(^_^) StRawbeRRies (^_^)
(^_^) CheRRies (^_^)
(^_^) MiNNie!!! (^_^)
(^_^) WatChing VCDs & MoVies (^_^)
(^_^) PrAwns (^_^)
(^_^) JasMine Green Tea (^_^)
(^_^) Ice-CreAms (^_^)
(^_^) HaNs SmootHies (^_^)
(^_^) BeaCh (^_^)

***DisLiKes***
-+-+ HyPoCrites -+-+
-+-+ LiArs -+-+
-+-+ caSsanova -+-+
-+-+ GuyS who break Gers' Heart -+-+
-+-+ CelEry -+-+
-+-+ Duck Meat -+-+
-+-+ PorK InteStines, Heart, Liver... -+-+
-+-+ BacKStabbers -+-+
-+-+ ApPLe -+-+
-+-+ ToBacco SmEll -+-+

***WiShLists***
+++ dear dear zl to be healthy everyday +++
+++ camera +++
+++ GraDuate from Poly +++
+++ cLoser BonD to ClassMates & tkd +++
+++ MoRe FrieNdly +++

D-R-E-A-M-I-N-G
i am dreaming of u
where are you?
i can't find you
you and me we're meant to be
I jus wanna be wif you
u seem so far away
i can't reach you
love is a pain
love is a strain

This is only a dream