Create Your Own!It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
adapted from song "when you say nothing at all"
Sunday, February 27, 2005
Well.. today is Sunday which means Boy Boy is sparring today.. can't fall asleep yesterday and i slept at 1 smt am and woke up at 5 smt am.... perhaps i worry fall him too much that i can't slept... I took a train on my own and reach Jurong at about 8plus... i went to buy REd Bull for him to drink before or after sparring so as to regain his energy. i told one of my frens to pass to him as i do not 1 to talk to him before his match and 'disturbing' him... i also tell my fren not to tell him that i'm the one who bought it.......... hiah......he's still sick. a bit fever also... so worry for him...he just dunno...
IVP starts at 9 smt and i watch till bout 10 or 11 smt then liang come. he looks so tired and sick that my anger and sadness yesterday have vanished.. maybe my heart too soft already. perhaps i'm too sensitive already.... i talk to him for a while and he went back to the 'holding area-resting place' to rest for a while...
his bout number is 165 and when he enter the tournament area, he looks weak and very sick... hiah.. my heart is already beating very fast... i was very nervous to see him and his opponent fight. both of them are so fast.... terrified me.... luckily he don have any serious injure.. he lost by 1 point to opponent.. i also feel sad for him. as i was walking on my way to the holding area to find him, i dunno how i should console him...... i was a bit shivering and terrified still by then......
i walk towards him and he never give me that sad face.. he's very 'kan de kai'... however, i still know that he feels a bit sad.......me too.............. hiah.... luckily he never sustain any serious injures but his muscles are sore and his elbow is injured...... hiah,... i cant be any help to him. what i can do is support him and taking care of him... when i talk to him, i dunno what to say and console him.,.,. what a failure GF... hiah...after that, when he go play basketball, he ask me along.. this is better than yesterday where he just go anywhere without telling me and me going anywhere without telling him too... he also ask me along when he goes canteen wif NAYton and WEi Ping to buy food... this is BETTER...
after that at about 7 or 8 smt, we went home... we took train from Boon Lay to Jurong and he decided to take cab home.. he feels so tired.... i tell him to stop the cab at his house there and i can take bus and go home myself.... see him like that my heart will pain... try to help him relieve his sore muscles by massaging. think i did not do a good job ba.. perhaps even more sore??? haha.. that 1 i dunno.. i'm a poor massager.. after reaching his blk, he send me to the bus stop....... at least he show some concern for me.........
at least it made me change my mindset for him... I think through bout a day and understand now y he treats me like that yesterday.......perhaps he wanted to focus on his competition and do not want to get distracted....i want to be an understandable GF and not be angry over little things............... lets see how he treats me after his competition..... maybe i do not have much time to 'pei' him already as my exam is coming-next week till 17 march... hiah... MISS him alot but i don think he knows...........
anyway, i wish that he can get well soon and show more care and concern for me. like that i'll be very happy already...... Miss u....
Sunday, February 27, 2005
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